The week following my return to Kampala felt like a return to normalcy, and to a lifestyle to which I am much more accustomed. The guest house had a kitchen where we could cook all the Muzungu food we wanted, an electric generator which ensure that all the lights (but not the cook facilities in the kitchen) were always running, a satellite television system where we could watch anything from Aljazeera to American Idol, and constantly running water. Living here was a little bit like living in a dorm room during finals week, no class, but everyone was plenty busy with the forty page paper due in a week. Since the focus of my week was primarily on this paper, it was a fairly unremarkable week, but just the same I have nothing but fond memories of the Better Foundations Guest House where I stayed.
The first few nights I was put up in a room with a guy named Greg. He was here with the SIT Uganda group with whom we had been sharing the program with throughout the semester (we of course were the SIT Kenya in Uganda group). We had met a couple times before in the regular course of the day while at the SIT resource center, but I knew very little of Greg other than that. His talkative nature, and slacker work ethic, however, quickly made me enjoy his company. Their program had started a week before ours all the way back in February, and so on this end of the trip they were also ending a week earlier. This meant that while I had just moved into the guest house giving myself a week to write the paper, they only had a few more days, and so would theoretically just be wrapping theirs up, finals touches etc. With two days before the his due date, however, Greg proudly showed me the crude made of his fieldwork site he had constructed using paint, and proceeded to move to the common room dressed only in his bath towel for some quality time with the satellite TV. Not only was it nice not having a room mate who was stressing over finishing his paper on my first couple days back, when all I really wanted to do was relax, have a good meal, and talk friends, but his attitude also put me at ease for writing my paper. It was of coarsely merely a delusional notion that if someone else wasn’t worried I shouldn’t be either, but the fact that I still had a week to write my paper, and could accomplish more in a day than someone whose due date was less than 48 hours away was still somehow comforting.
Anyway, after one and a half all-nighters he did finally manage to whip out his paper, and moved out of our room just in time for Brendan, the other guy from my program to return to Kampala and move in. I was extremely glad to see Brendan as we had often been each other’s only source of refuge from the sea of estrogen (15 girls!) that continually swarmed around us within our program group. This common hardship had bonded us in a way I image soldiers at war can relate to. Brendan had been off in Kapchorwa, a region in the East, living at a high altitude running camp where world class Ugandan athletes train for cross country and distance running events. Brendan is a devoted runner, and aside from his interest in development studies, he has told me that the high concentration of distance runner from East Africa definitely influence his initial decision to study abroad in Kenya. When he returned we found that we had shared many similar experiences. We had both had a great time during ISP, and we were both traveling to remote locations far from the smug crowded streets of Kampala, a city we both agreed we had had enough of by the time ISP had rolled around. While I had my bus on fire story to tell, he similarly had to put up with some ridiculous means of travel, and to my surprise, it sounds like he traveled even farther into the bush than I had. Using the Ugandan bus and taxi system he made it as far out as the town of Kapchorwa, but the running camp was still a couple hours ride further east. When he asked which vehicle would take him the remainder of the way, the guides at the taxi park pointed him to an open backed truck, normally used for carrying large loads of bananas to and from markets. So for five hours, he stood in the back of a truck stuffed full of people, with no where to sit, holding on to the horizontal bars hanging from overhead traveling over entirely dirt roads. Finally, some friendly Ugandans pointed to the running camp, and he hopped off. Here, on the very border of Kenya, he spent the month running with world class athletes (although he admitted that he was by no means actually keeping up), talking about cattle (a favorite pastime of the Sebae, the primary group at the camp), and eating nothing but posho (basically flour mixed with boiling water to form this globular block of carbohydrates) and beans, and generally loving life.
Upon returning to Kampala we both instantly noticed that we seemed far more relaxed than our colleagues who had elected to stay in the city. Now Brendan and I had noticed throughout the trip that we were generally more relaxed than the girls we traveled with (don’t get me wrong, at times this was a good thing, often we would find that potential problems had been taken care of long before either of us would have even considered the problem due to this worrisome vigilance), but even the girls returning from the country seemed generally less stressed, than those who had never left. We concluded that a trip to the country had been very good for us, and that Kampala was simply a stressful city. As Brendan put it, even on his limited diet of posho and beans, he had never before in his life felt so good and healthy.
While a big part of it is the retreat from the busy, crowded, stressful life provided by Kampala, I also speculate that a big part of it was the separation from the others, which took anyway any competitive nature in the research, and allowed us to at times almost forget that there was a paper at the end of this research, and instead simply enjoy the experience for its own sake. When I asked Brendan how he intended to relate his month of living at a running camp with development, health, or society he merely replied, “Oh, I’ll think of something”. It was clearly the experience and not the findings that he had gone for. Similarly, I had walked into the bush with some vague notion of “learning about subsistence strategies”, and ended up stumbling upon a land conflict issue. I was certainly lucky to have such good findings, but it was the fieldwork itself, that I think I was after. Anyway all who left Kampala for the countryside seemed to have sincerely enjoyed their research. If we weren’t totally prepared to write our papers just yet, at least we weren’t stressed about it.
As I said my time at Better Foundations resembled something like college dorm life. My day even fell into something resembling a routine, which had been lacking from my life for the past three months or so. Every morning I would wake up around 8:30 o’clock (this for me was sleeping in, as I had been accustomed to waking up to the sound of blaring radio noise at 5 am every morning in my village stay house in Kyanzi, something for which I never bothered finding an explanation). Brendan was normally just returning from his morning run, and I’d wander into the kitchen, toast some bread for a light breakfast, and watch Aljazeera (which btw is far and away the best cable news network I’ve ever seen) for the daily headlines. Normally I would learn that the primary in America is still close, Zimbabwe is still threatening to breakdown, and Myanmar is still a mess. After I felt as though I had adequately caught up on the news, I would return to my room and begin typing. Around about lunch time, I would go make myself some lunch, and wander around the guesthouse looking for someone I could distract from their work to entertain myself. After lunch, I would head back to my room and write until the words no longer made sense. Around this time it was normally about time to start thinking of dinner. Dinners in the guesthouse were always fun. We had stalked the kitchen full of delicious Muzungu food, and in an attempt to eat well, we would always try obscure dishes with vaguely understood recipes that normally turned out absolutely delicious. In the evenings everyone staying at the house would normally have finished their days work and so would hang around the common room and the kitchen just chatting. These evening chats were very fun and everyone at the house became friends. Aside from the SIT students (about half of our group chose to stay at this guest house), there were two young men from Holland here doing graduate work. They were paired together because they shared nationality, but beyond this, they had very little in common. They actually got along pretty well, but whenever I saw them I couldn’t help but think of the odd couple. Steven was an avid rugby player in his mid-twenties. He was probably about six three, shaved head, and looked like he could bench press a small vehicle, so I couldn’t help but laugh when he told me that his area of study in Uganda was the burgeoning flower industry. I had no idea what this actually entailed, but the mental image that popped into my head was this goliath of a man holding a garden spade with work-gloved hands and a flower apron, maybe even wearing a visor so as to keep the sun out of his eyes. While you didn’t want to mess with the guy, he was about the friendliest person you could imagine. Martin, his roommate, on the other hand was a slightly overweight young man with short brown hair and glasses. The two just didn’t seem to match up, but both were very nice, and fun to talk to (their English was impeccable). Added to the cast was a Rwandan man named Vincent who spoke poor English and drove a brand new BMW (very very very upscale for this part of the world). We all wondered exactly what he did, but his English did not allow for a proper explanation. All we knew was that he was here for his company, studying English at Makerere. He said he had only been studying about two weeks, so the fact that he could actually hold any conversation at all was remarkable. In an attempt to try his English proficiency by telling a story, he once related to Steven Martin and I the story of how the infamous Rwandan genocide affected his life. He spoke so calmly and evenly that we were taken by surprise when he relayed how his family had been killed while they hid in a cornfield, and how this prompted him to join the resistance movement which would eventually reclaim the nation. When I asked if he was bitter, he replied that they had buried the hatchet, and wished only to move forward as a unified country. He explained that he was Mututsi, but that tribal affiliations are no longer spoken of in Rwanda, people wish only to be known as Banyarwanda (Rwandan). I found amazing how collected his life seemed to be given the magnitude of the tragedy he had suffered.
Africans as a whole, I find, seem to take a much different attitude towards tragedy than us westerners. Perhaps their impressions are lost in translation but I have spoken with several other Muzungus who agree that tragedy, violence, and conflict all seem to be extremely understated by Africans (at least the ones we’ve come across). One of my friends was volunteering at a school where the headmaster had attempted to kill the director (something like a school board coup d’etat). She explained that everyone knew he had tried to kill her but no one could prove it, so they both kept working side by side. Similarly, many have argued that the practice of cattle raiding (one group raiding and pillaging another’s cattle) has only recently been corrupted by the government’s involvement in such raids (the allegations are that the government has violently raided cattle, under the name of some other tribe, in order to instigate instability in certain regions. While this sounds far fetched these claims are fairly well supported by documented evidence, and they are also generally assumed to be true. It is a fallacy to assume that all stable governments are looking out for the best interest of their people. In the case of Uganda, the government has essentially turned its back on the people of the north who don’t support the ruling regime anyway, for over twenty years). Traditionally, cattle raiding was done with a mutual understanding that the action was reciprocal and that the raiding group will take every precaution to minimize casualties. This, however, meant that the group would only kill the strong men of the village, who could potentially prevent the cattle raid. People argued that this was an inevitability that was somehow permissible. Despite the raids, people from each tribe claim to have borne no ill will against the other until the government became involved. However, any argument that Africans don’t view tragedy through the same sort of…well...tragic lens as westerners, is pure speculation on my part, and I would think that the subject of the value of life is too charged (though I’m certainly not arguing that culturally Africans don’t value human life as much) to claim that I understand anything conclusively. These are merely my rough, uninformed, observations, so don’t quote me on them.
Anyway, every night we would normally gather around the television to watch whatever happened to be on. Vincent would sit there smiling, but obviously not saying much, while Steven and Martin would quiz us on American culture, while we’d do the same about Dutch culture. Occasionally Irene, the manager would pop in and join us. Steve would engage her in flirtatious banter that would always get her worked up. Watching their interaction was always hysterically funny. On the whole I truly enjoyed my time at the guest house, and all the people I met there. When people are traveling, and are outside of their normal realm of experience, striped of the comforts of their life they have established elsewhere, they are much more open to meeting new people and find they enjoy the company of whomever they may find, especially a fellow traveler, who they know will also be outside of their daily routine. They are more willing to befriend almost total strangers quicker than under normal circumstances. This bonding under the common experience of traveling is what makes hostels and guest houses so great.
Regardless, after a week of this routine, our papers were written and it was time to turn them in and move out. Next we had our presentations. For the presentations our program splurged and took us to the luxurious Kingfisher Resort in Jinja (the nice town just east of Kampala) which sat on the shores of Lake Victoria. SIT’s rational for taking us here, I believe, was twofold. One it was a form of congratulations for completing the semester. With everyone returning from their work, they were rewarding us with a relaxing week of listening to presentations, sitting by the pool sipping tropical drinks, and boat rides on the lake. The other was simply to prepare us for our return to America. Our academic directors, Jamal and Odoch warned us that returning to the states can be a bit overwhelming. We had become accustomed to living with much less than we had in the states, and the nature of an undeveloped country, which upon arrival had shocked and rattled us, had now become like home. A return to development, they warned, would have a similar effect as our arrival in Uganda. So the Kingfisher Resort was a way to ease this transition, and get us used to having nice things again. The resort was very nice too. Their were three pools, each one connected to the other, the last one leading up to a bar that could be reached from the pool or the deck. The rooms were pseudo-African thatched roof huts, spread across the lawn. Below the pool were paths that lead to the beautiful English lawn garden, complete with hedge trails, and thatch umbrella tables, where you could sit and watch the lake. The lawn was cut low, in true English colony style, and the first day we saw an Indian family playing cricket. It felt like the sort of paradise you read about in novels concerning the colonial presence in Africa circa the late 19th century (from the colonist POV of course). This English green gave way to the shores of the lake, where they offered guided boat tours and another bar. Absolutely beautiful! Our days here were spend utilizing the morning, before the sun came out of course, to present our research findings to the rest of the group. While this sounds comparatively boring to the wonderful resort outside, everyone had genuinely interesting topics of study (at least for a group that had been living in Uganda for three months) and everyone knew how hard people had worked on their projects, so seeing them presented was, at least for me, extremely interesting. By around 11, when the sun was just beginning to really bake the earth, we would break for the pool. After lunch we would normally try to get a game of some sort going on the green. Since we only had a soccer ball our options were soccer, or wrist bruising round of volleyball. In the evenings we would relax by the pool. As a going away present Jamal and Odoch bought the group kangas (African wraps). So naturally that evening we threw a toga party, much to the befuddlement of the locals. We made a fire in a fire pit on the lawn and roasted marshmallows (an extremely rare commodity in Uganda) for s’mores, all in our kangas (and bed sheets in the case of me and Brendan). It is safe to say that this was a definite step towards our re-acclimation to the American lifestyle.
By Thursday of that week we had left Jinja and returned to Kampala. I stopped by Mama’s house to say my final goodbyes, which was hard to do. I had become attached to her and her family, and promised to write and keep in touch as best as possible, now back in America, I still have every intention to keep in touch with her, and everyone else I came to know well along the way, I sincerely hope they do the same. Friday, I spent the whole day running around, saying my goodbyes, and mailing my research to the people with whom I had stayed, and who had helped me with the hope of my work in some way benefiting them. I wrote a note asking that they use the work in any way they saw fit, with the hopes that it may actually make some small contribution to the greater knowledge, and maybe make some small difference in people’s lives. I had grown truly attached to the people I was working with, and wanted truly to help them in any way I could. While I think my findings were good, given my inexperience and limited time, I don’t think they will in any way truly affect the lives of my subjects. However, I at least wanted to give them the option of using it for their own benefit. Anyway, that night we had our farewell dinner, and an American style restaurant called Sam’s. They sold game meat and so Brendan and I tried a combination of Spring Buck, Kuddu, and Wildebeest, just to say we had. The dinner was characterized by fond reminiscing, confessions to Jamal and Odoch about the rules we had broken throughout the semester, farewell speaks and a barrage of pictures.
Early the next morning we left Kampala for Entebbe airport, where we had landed three and a half months ago. From here we began our long journey back to the developed world. The trip felt almost surreal, and even now, back at home, I still half expect to wake up surrounded by a mosquito net in Mama’s house to the sound of the rooster crowing. At each stop, our group, the people with whom we had shared everything for the past three months began to disband. Emily saw us off from the hotel as she was meeting a friend in Uganda in a couple days. Cara, Kerry, and Sally left in Kenya where they planned for about two week of travel and more adventure. We also here departed from Jamal and Odoch who had flow with us back to their homeland of Kenya. As I said before it felt more surreal than sad. Though we all will certainly miss them (they were amazing academic directors, and everyone enjoyed their company), we were still bothered by the knowledge that we would have to negotiate the long journey ahead. After about three hours of pestering the information desk at Nairobi airport we finally had someone print out tickets and make sure that our bags had been transferred from the Kenya Air flight we had come in on to the Emirates flight by which we would leave. We boarded and five hours later we were in Dubai. Here we lost two more of our group, Crystal and Cristina, the couple who planned on spending a few days relaxing in the tourist friendly atmosphere of Dubai the city that has an island shaped like a palm tree. Dubai is something like a Disney land for adults. It is packaged as the luxurious Middle Eastern experience, but it is really quite tame, and smoothly run. It is the quintessential tourist destination. Unfortunately, from the plane we were shipped in buses to the terminal, Crystal and Cristina were in the back of the plane and so boarded the second bus, while everyone else boarded the first. The buses made two stops one for connecting flights and one for customs. Since they were staying here, they went to the latter and we never got to say a proper goodbye.
Dubai airport is far and away the nicest airport I have ever been to. It’s more like a shopping mall than anything, with unending kiosks and huge duty free shops, a food court with McDonalds, Cold Stone, and Dunkin Donuts, free public Wifi, and large spaceship looking chandeliers hanging from the ceiling. The sensory stimulation was simply too much for our group and we fell into a fit of laughter about how ridiculous and developed it all seemed. Until this point I don’t think any of us had realized how accustomed we were to going without all this fanfare, and for the circus that is Dubai airport to be our first reintroduction was almost cruel. We arrived at around two in the morning, and the floor was still packed vendors, and buyers and people from all over trying to grab the best deals free of duty. It was almost like an upscale twenty four hour Walmart.
From here we boarded our final flight aboard the exceedingly nice transatlantic Emirates Airbus 300. As I’ve described in my first blog, each chair had a personal touch activated widescreen monitor with over 400 movies to choose from, not to mention a full iPod worth of Music and games to boot. The service was wonderful, and the chairs were comfortable enough to sleep like a baby the whole 14 hours if you so chose.
Finally we arrived back in America at JFK Airport around 8 o’clock Sunday morning, and the majority of our group disbanded. I left for home, while most others caught their connecting flights which would take them back home. We said our final melancholic goodbyes and I was quickly met with an overjoyed hello from my parents who had been waiting on the other side of customs.
Now I suppose all that is left is to say my final thoughts about how I am adjusting to life in America. I certainly don’t have some great philosophical or introspective conclusion that I’m ready to put, perhaps if I find that sometime, I’ll add one more post. So far I’ve been here almost five days now, though I am glad to be home, I truly miss Africa. It is very strange to be back in the “land of excess” as everyone here is calling it. Many of the things people do here seem wholly unnecessary, I was expecting the tabloids, People Magazine, and our consumer driven commercial society to seem as ridiculous as ever, and I’m sure everyone has already heard countless polemics on that subject. Truth be told, they have some of that stuff in Uganda as well. What I find most hard to get used to is simply the amount of stuff that’s here. Everything from the portions of food, to the amount of things I have in my room (most of which I’m realizing I have no use for), even the amount of water that comes out of the shower head seems a bit much (in truth it felt like I was drowning the first time I stepped into the shower at home). Don’t think that I’m complaining about American’s being wasteful (although we are excessively wasteful, I’m unfortunately as guilty as the next person), but the amount of stuff is just a bit overwhelming sometimes. Coming back, however, has also assured me that no matter what we have going wrong (again, we are doing quite a bit wrong) we are far and away the best place to live, and there is so much that we’ve done right for ourselves and our people, I’m definitely proud to be an American, and I don’t think I would have felt as comfortable saying that so loudly before this trip. Other than that, the food is much better here (although I’m already missing the abundance of Indian food), the people generally seem less friendly (of course I base this experience on my one trip to the grocery store and another to Walmart, so its not exactly a fair sample), and I miss be able to walk everywhere.
Falling into my routine at home has also stifled the excitement of something new and adventurous every day. In Africa, it is safe to say that pretty much every day something somewhat remarkable and noteworthy happened in my life. Here I’m doing nothing new and as such, am producing no more stories. But I realize that excitement can’t go on forever, in fact if it didn’t, it would cease to be exciting. America, Long Valley NJ in particular, isn’t a new experience, but that’s precisely what makes it my home, and there is something comfortable about being home. Beside it’s only another week or so until I move into New York City and start my next big adventure (which will no doubt be a bit different from my last), beginning with the quest to find employment.
Finally, this experience has, I think, reserved a special place in my heart for Africa. I cannot even fathom my future without a return at some point to the continent and especially Uganda. People who’ve experienced this call it the “Africa bug”, and it sounds corny but they say that you’re always drawn back to Africa after having been there once. For myself, I have no doubt that I will absolutely return there one day. While it will certainly be under different circumstances next time, I hope to find some of the people I came to know and love there, and I know that no matter what the experience it will be worthwhile and good. So concludes my adventures in Africa, thank you all for reading and I hope you’ve enjoyed my sharing of a wonderful chapter in my life.